I think… this is a way too common experience, so you are definitely not alone in it. We also can’t undo the past… So we just have to move forward and take measures to make it not happen again, right… But put all that on the back burner.

You deserve to unwind & have a great few weeks. You can really only grow and make a change when you are in a mentally good place and well rested, so like… prioritize your relaxation and lean on your friends & family. Not necessarily for advice or for some BIG REVEAL…! of your bad situation or anything, but for the joy and comfort that they bring.