I’ve posted previously and appreciate everyone and all the advice. As an update, I’m still without a job. IT in the Midwest area seems to be horrendously bad. I have friends out of work too, its not just me, but I’m over a year at this point.

Changed my resume more times than I can count, using advice from here, friends, ChatGPT, etc. No difference really.

My car was always first on the list to be replaced. Well, a few fays ago I hit/ran over an animal that ran out and it destroyed my radiator and who knows what else. This is a big problem, I live 30-35 minutes from any sort of city with jobs.

All I can do when I try to sleep is lay in bed and go over it all, how bad it is, what did I do wrong, why do things just keep getting worse and worse, etc. I’m hoping someone has a technique that works for them to get those thoughts out. So I can sleep well, and have the energy to keep on

Of course I’ll accept advice about anything, and appreciate the time and everyone reading!

Thank you