Recently, I’ve been trying to find ways to manage my time better. The biggest problem is that I would get stuck in YouTube binge-watching sessions that I couldn’t pry myself away from. I would constantly be looking for the next thing to click on that was just interesting enough to keep my attention.
As I became more and more disillusioned with my situation, I began to realize just how severe the problem had become. I spent most of my free time just watching videos. Not socializing, not making anything cool, not learning any new hobbies. Just YouTube. Was this the life I really wanted? How many of those videos do I even remember anyway? Oh god. Thousands of hours of my life are being lost forever… I HAVE to stop this. How?
Analyzing my behavior quickly revealed the culprit — YouTube video recommendations keep tempting me with content that I never planned on watching. My eyes would always be drawn to the wall of titles and thumbnails for me to click on next, and that kept me in a vicious cycle. Click on a mildly entertaining video, look for another mildly entertaining recommended video, click. Rinse and repeat.
What if instead of doing that, I threw it all out and only chose a select few really good channels to watch? Oh wait, that’s called the subscription feed!
I went through all of the channels I subscribed to over the years. Disturbingly, I found that I didn’t actually care about most of them. It was cheap, mass-produced content to make the creator lots of money, and it was just barely entertaining enough to keep my attention.
I removed 95% of my subscriptions and kept only the best channels. These were often beautifully presented, thought-provoking STEM content, which prioritized quality over quantity. Now, instead of a binge of 30 videos, my subscription feed for the day had… just three. That’s it. After those three videos, I would be done for the day.
There was only one thing left to do now — delete the recommendations.
I wrote a hacky script that simply removed the recommended video column and end screen, and finally, I added the YouTube homepage in a webpage blocking plugin so I only looked at the subscription feed. Just like that, I had fixed YouTube. There were no more distracting recommendations. The choice of what to watch was back in my hands.
It only took 20 minutes before I grew completely bored and wanted to do something else. But that’s not a bug; it’s a feature. That sense of boredom is there to push me to do something meaningful with my life — make something, pick up a new hobby, or meet people. The fact that I felt it so strongly meant that my plan was working. All of those things I always wanted to do… now I can actually do them. As long as I never allow endless scroll feeds and recommendation algorithms to rule my life again. But knowing the damage they’ve done to me, I never want to go back.
Because to be free, I ultimately need to make the Internet boring again.
What about you? Do you have measures to prevent the Internet from taking away all of your free time?
This is why I self host invidious. I enjoy YouTube content, but I want a clean, targeted experience when viewing videos.
This is also why I self host FreshRSS and use a client like Lire. I want clean and targeted news feeds.
This is why I haven’t had cable in 20 years and self hosted my own videos by legally purchasing dvds/blurays and ripping them. ( later adding ad free subscriptions ). I hate commercials with a passion and refuse to experience them ever again.
All of this has allowed me to have a very controlled experience and I wouldn’t have it any other way.