Assume that you only have the resources and money that you’ve acquired up to this point in your life, and you still have to pay rent, bills etc. You are basically physically capable of everyday activities but extreme feats (eg running marathons, climbing everest) are not realistic.
So I… Kinda fantasize about this like daily.
I think I’d be incredibly happy/relieved to know I can die without hurting my family too much as it wasnt by my own hand. At the moment I’m trapped here and I don’t exactly want to be.