Damn, sorry you’re in that situation… I wonder if the insurance would cover “tele-care” type therapy where you could just connect over a video call or something?

I feel like a hypocrite for wanting to say something about not kys because I definitely know that feeling and am only still around because my parents aren’t dead yet. I just don’t want to hurt them. I guess just try to think about how that would affect your parents too, it’s worked to keep me around for decades now as I’m almost 40 and have felt this way since at least 12-13. If they care enough to want to “protect” you from the meds then they’d obviously be really upset if anything happened to you. I’ve recognized your username around here so I’m sure some of us would miss you too!