For these guys? Yes! Probably about HIV or something.

Its because of stress.

This is why you dont get informed from a cropped twitter pic on lemmy.

9 months is heck of a long time, you should put it to good use.

The basic set of thinking is what do you want to put your effort into. Staying on your feet for 9 months will in itself be a worthwhile effort to prove to yourself that this motherfucker stayed alive. Lot to gain as your brain gains from leaning into challenges

Other option, if you suspect that might not be a realistic expectation, is to get to experimenting. There is hell of a lot to go through and you have to knock on all doors before you have an idea what helps. SSRI substances have months of comeup time and by the time you get in front a psychiatrist you might have an idea whether the most likely prescribed substance does anything to you.

9 months is by no means some kind short patience game in the ER waiting for “medical professionals”. Its literally fucking leaving you in the desert. And you must act accordingly and get walking, there is no reinforcement coming.

Melatonin production stops once you start taking it artificially. American melatonin also can have fucked up stuff like melatonin tablets 1000% being over the shown amount it should contain.

Volatility here meaning being able to change a lot faster than your environment. You are not sinking with the masses. You have the ability to get ahead on issues and not suffer them nearly as much as you would otherwise.

@irmoz@reddthat.com

Lol fuck no. You are volatile, you have the ability to stand out of the way.

Dont do fucked up faces like that in public. Problem solved.