Okay thanks for your understanding and I apologize for my defensiveness

And just as advice: Just let people have dreams. Even if it’s very unrealistic it gives them a sense of purpose and drive

That’s good to hear👍

Couldn’t harm you either

I don’t think “I’m different”, I think “I’m the same”. But apparently you think you know me better than myself and essentially you’re just a hater

I think we both have a fundamentally different view on freedom

Well I don’t have much time to explain right now but in a basic sense:

The size of everything, the diversity of things, people (melting pot culture) and nature, the values, the openness, the opportunistic/cutting edge nature, the freedom, the right to bear arms, the look of everything, the fast food chains, the music, the language and so on. It just feels right to me personally where I belong and what fulfills me. It’s almost spiritual to me. When I see the European equivalent it feels foreign to me.

And I think many Americans unfortunately don’t know how to appreciate these things anymore.

It’s not that kind of obsession for me. For me America actually just feels home to me. I don’t know what it is exactly but my brain just thinks American. I think in Farenheit, Miles, high schools. The European concept of where I’m from just doesn’t connect with my brain. I can’t understand European culture somehow.

Lol you’re really on an America hate train

That’s some straight facts man

If anything the world is a dumpster fire. It makes no sense to focus it on a single country

I might possibly have every neurological abnormality out there, wouldn’t be surprised.

I’ve never seen any negative indications of Americans in real life with maybe the exception of racism that’s deeply rooted in the culture (and sometimes some ignorance but that’s still in the realm of ignorance seen in every place and even seems better than most other countries to me). Compared to the country I’m from (Germany), Americans seem generally more relatable to me than the rest of the world in terms of how I talk, dress, live and think (but in the end I’m probably so weird that I don’t fit into any country). The only real bad experience I have is the one from Reddit but the thing is that I can’t compare this one to other countries since I never really consciously interacted with foreigners online. So maybe everyone is like this online and I just don’t know cause I only seek American culture interactions. (Sometimes I’m literally hoping for a foreigner to insult me online just so that I can convince my brain that everyone is like this online independent from the country. But maybe it is indeed somewhat more American to shout ones opinion out because of the strong sense of free speech which is actually a very good thing).

And there’s this obsessive OCD thing in me that tries to make me doubt the most fundamental beliefs I have. It’s almost like my brain is thinking “What would be the most terrible thing that could be the case” and then it proceeds to obsess over that thing.

And I literally know that people are fundamentally the same no matter where they’re from so it’s solely my depressive OCD brain that’s pulling a trick on me.

Maybe I’m just way too sensitive and therefore not fit for America anyways. After all it’s the home of the brave and the resilient. And I just might be too weak.