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I’m currently reading “Los pazos de Ulloa” by Emilia Pardo Bazán. It’s a literary work that critiques 19th-century Spanish society. Pardo Bazán was heavily influenced by naturalism [1] , a literary movement that was very popular in France, with Zola as its main representative. The book is a classic and a cornerstone of Spanish literature.

[1] Naturalism

I think I have misophonia too. I didn’t know that word existed before. In my case, I have a problem with breathing sounds. I hate them. When I hear them loudly, I feel intense rage :(

1. ‘Medieval occultism’ by Xavier Musquera
2. ‘Catharism: The Spirituality of the Good Men’ by Association for the Study of Cathar Culture & Juan de San Grial

The author talks about spiritual transcendence. It describes the steps needed to achieve a higher state of “self” called Nirvana. One of these steps, for example, is mentally detaching from pleasure and pain. That spiritual philosophy is a mix between oriental religions like Buddhism and some western elements similar to Gnostic Christian values. It’s called Theosophy.

Today I’ve started ´The Voice of the Silence´ by Helena Blavatsky. It is a book that gives me good vibes, peace and calm. I’ve read about a 33% of it.

In my case, I have schizophrenia, autism and social anxiety/agoraphobia.