A couple of weeks ago I pulled out without looking, this is the second time this has happened since I have started driving, a car flipped and ever since than all I get is bad news, nothing has been good. My friends are more distant, I considered sucide a couple of days ago and my friends stopped me. I recently found out I am getting sued on top of everything. I just feel like I deserve bad things and my existance will be pain for as long as I keep walking this earth. I work a souless retail job, and my friends are tired of hearing me complain cause it’s easier than their jobs.
Please drive carefully. I know that it can be hard to feel like it matters sometimes, but there are people to whom it could be the moment that ruined everything.
Nothing is more precious than life. It isn’t always obvious until it’s too late. We’re going to be going through some bad times, but we’ve been surviving our own foolishness for eons, and we’ve never been smarter.