I may be misunderstanding, but it looks like awkward ACTUALLY GOT BANNED. OP says they like mod tears, so I took it either as they were banned and annoying the mods who banned them (hence my assumption) because awkwards sentences just seem intentionally, poorly written, just to be annoying, or they banned awkward, who is a mod, but that would mean they were also a mod so why say “I like mod tears”, they are your people? I don’t actually know what’s going in here. The pics seem to be in modmail, though, because if you are permanently banned you can’t type anything anywhere, but you “appeal” once, which might be how awkward is responding? No idea what’s going on here or how OP even got this tbh