So I am basically vacuum cleaning my tip lol

Horrible story.

The only good thing is the kidnappers atleast gave him a good life but the other family I can’t imagine what they went through 7 decades. And that they already died not knowing what had happend to their child.

But at the same time I dunno… 7 decades is long. I think I would have been fine with knowing if my brother had a good life and is still alive and just not mention anything. He is 72 and his whole life was a lie… he was raised and loved by kidnappers, no contact to his family because he didn’t know about them…

I think everyone is different but maybe it is just me. If my parents weren’t my parents ( I am 31) I’d be fine not knowing anything at all and just keep it how it is. Now I am 31… imagine getting this information when you retire. Even if my parents weren’t my parents I’d be mad at them for kidnapping me but I’d be open for a dialogue. Sounds strange, but I can’t change the what people have done in the past and I’d have no “connection” to my real parents at this point in life.

I wonder what I’d do if I’d find out my parents kidnapped me. I’d be confused because I had been robbed my ancestry, history, people,… I’d be living a life I wasn’t meant to live. I think I’d need psych care. I wouldn’t want that at the age of 72. Right now at age 31 I’d need treatment but at the age of 72 I wouldn’t want to know that my life was not suppose to be how it was, especially if I can’t speak with my original parents and my kidnappers.

It’s the small things that start meaning a lot.

I work nightshift and last year I had nightshift from 22nd Dec to I think 28th Dec (7 nightshifts) I do it for the money and so I am off longer til 10th January.

I always wear my christmas sweater to work and before I go to my nightshifts I stop at the bakery. I am 30 and this lady, I assume around 26-28 commented on my sweat “Hey you look good!”.

I am not searching for a girlfriend because I have a wife lol but this still somehow felt nice. My wife also comments on how good it looks etc. but when strangers comment on that it’s still kind of different.

I grabbed my coffee2go, sat in my car, called my wife and told her a young lady hit on me but eventhough I am old asf (31 lol) and she laughed and wished me a good nightshift.

When my wife and I go on vacation to italy and a car that is still with you after 3 hours drives is also nice. The last time the car behind flashed his headlights 4-5 times before he left our highway and waved. I waved back. We never saw us again.

I think I should start cleaning for Snoop Doogg

Interesting. I never worked for rich.

But I was just assuming based on my own personality that I seem to give more back to society now than I did a decade ago because of how good my income now is.

I never really supported local events (charity) but now I do.

Thanks… I always wanted to, even just for talking. So I am open for it… but I struggle making an appointment and searching for therapist.

Where I live it isn’t an issue but it takes like 6 months til you might get an appointment… so I often just say “screw it”

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P2yc_U2Chlw

Currently a lot of stoner rock but going on vacation - if my flight doesn’t get canceled, Lufthansa is preparing for protesting - if my flight isn’t canceled I am changing back to reggae lol.

That sounds cool.

Stupid question but do you think you have a good “deep” sleep if you have many lucid dreams? I always thought having lucid dreams was when people are kind of asleep but not really asleep - you know what I mean?

I for example had lucid dreams if I get out of bed to go to the toilet at night and go back to bed for an hour or if I set my alarm one hour before waking up and hit snooze.

Yeah probably keeping my currently well running 2011 TV in the basement lol.

Not giving a single F about anything.

I wish I could return to the state I was during pre birth. I have been given a small time frame of giving f’s though until I will return to that state I desire to be in.

In about 50 years if nothing out of my control wipes me out I will return to being non existent.

Thinking about this makes me wonder, I havent given a single f since the big bang and now I am thrown on to a globe and a large handful of people passively forcing me to do. I have to be. I never had the option to not be. Lets see where this goes

Yeah I could always use more money but I am secure enough to pay my debt (house) regulary and save money and go on vacations.

Wow that is a thing. Thanks!

Wow I remember painting my Zombicide Minis lol.

Lol.

Ah 🙃

lol I look like a wet rat on my license photo. They do same in my country and I had a bit of “gel” in my a bit longer hair (male) and yeah well it is what it is.

Chatgpt made a shorter summary

“Decades of seismic data reveal Earth’s inner core is rotating slower than the surface. USC researchers analyzed seismic waves from earthquakes and nuclear tests, showing the inner core’s movement. They found that changes in seismic wave travel times indicated the slowdown. John Vidale from USC confirmed the inner core, a hot, dense iron and nickel ball 3,200 miles below, had slowed for the first time in decades.”

The chances are so low it’s just insane that it’s legal.

Imagine standing in front of 10 doors and opening 1 with a few million dollars. Heck, you’d be suprised that 1:10 is already hard. Now imagine 1:100 Now imagine 1:1000 Now imagine 1:10000

Now imagine the odds of lottery lol.

Good luck though. Someone is gonna win though so… might be you.