I get it though. I trust Kaspersky, but I believe Russia is between the US and any Russian citizen. It’s not about “when will Russia tell Kaspersky to jump” its “when will Russia act on Kaspersky’s behalf, jumping.” It’s the same reason I don’t trust “Snowden” anymore.
At first I just thought you hated women, but your problem is much worse.
I’m glad to hear you’re having issues fitting in.