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Cake day: July 30th, 2024

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  • I’ve seen all those videos, I grew up with Arnold movies FFS, I’m not him. I don’t have his qualities, I really don’t some people aren’t born like that. And fuck Joe Rogan, he mocks the things i still like.

    The illusion of “is a game” doesn’t work for me, I’ve playing games for 25 years, I know the difference between what’s real and not, in a game you can try all the times you want, real life failure and humiliation destroys you. You can’t repeat anything. And this suffering isn’t just on my mind, I feel it on my heart. I don’t wanna dream big, especially since that won’t make me happy, my family never dreamt big yet my parents got married, eventually divorced but at least got their failed kid.





  • I’ve touched grass for almost 20 years, eating alone, walking alone, drinking alone, going to the movie theater, going to the arcade alone. IT DOESN’T WORK. I’m not going to do it anymore… That lonely walk back home when you realize you wasted your time destroys you, makes me wanna kill myself. I rather stay in my room safe.

    If you aren’t like me you wouldn’t understand and I don’t expect you would understand, that’s ok. But I find insulting that you think people give up for no reason.