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Cake day: August 27th, 2023

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    1. Severely herniated disc - I screamed at an ER doc that wouldn’t give me an MRI (or at least a referral) and tried to send me home with prednisone and ibuprofen. I had herniated my disc before but not as bad so knew what was up and I had taken prednisone for it and it just makes it worse. Doctor’s are so quick to be like “this is drug seeking behavior“ and I’m like yep can you also give me an MRI so I can be one step closer to treatment. Eventually got spinal surgery and mostly feel better.

    2. migraines

    3. sun poisoning on shoulders

    4. colitis flare up

    5. broken arm

    6. sprained ankle


  • I’ve tried to explain the pain to my partner. She doesn’t understand that pain that intense makes you nausea. I also can’t remember simple things like what month it is, my dogs name, her name, like it’s crazy because your in so much pain. Luckily that have been significantly less frequent since I’ve moved to a different area of the country and I’ve gotten better at preventing them by catching them early.





  • I think she might have a foot fetish, she has given me foot jobs before but honestly I’m just not into feet. She has also expressed wanting to sell feet pics after hearing how much some women make. I don’t have a foot fetish so I don’t know what dudes like but she has tan, size 9 feet that are very thin. She also has pretty big hands for her size I call them “alien hands” jokingly and has joked how I have a tiny little cock relative to the size of her hands, I think she knows I like being demeaned a little, it’s a huge turn on.

    I’ve talked to her about how my fetish is women with super muscular legs that I just want to eat out while they are wrapped around my head. Like big, bulging, bodybuilder level legs. She said she thinks muscles that big are gross and I understand how it’s a fetish and not viewed as “normal”. Also, I like wearing thongs but that’s part comfort and functionality and part a fetish, she sees me wearing thongs from MeUndies, but I also had an ex that had me wear her Victoria’s Secret g strings and panties and by god they were so silky smooth and comfy.




  • You have to see past the character and to the archetype. When I refer to these characters I mean from the books not the movies/shows, but Elrond, Aragorn, Faramir, Gandalf, Tom Bombadil, and many others are good role models. Tolkien also addresses men who seem heroic but are not, just because they are fighting bad guys doesn’t mean they are good guys, consider Feanor and Fingolfin, Saruman in the books is more or less like USSR and Nazi germany during the polish invasion more than allies.

    Tolkien is nearly unmatched in writing male role models.



  • Do anything that gets you in the gym! Please, please, please don’t ego lift and watch videos and read books on proper form. It only takes one slip up to screw everything up. I was lifting one day as a matter of habit, but shouldn’t have been because I was in a bad mental state that week and was over tired and exhausted from a long weekend before of hiking and manual labor. Got sloppy and lazy and been dealing with back issues ever since including multiple procedures and surgeries.




  • I vote democrat and believe in sustainable immigration, progressive tax rates, single payer system, abortion, and a lot of other democrat policies. I have been called a fascist because I also have a deep understanding of history and have spent a significant amount of my studies and spare time reading about Western European/American history from 1600-1950.

    Any general survey will help you grasp why capitalism (not mercantilism, feudalism, or cronyism) is the most ideal system for general overall personal freedom. But that makes me a fascist.

    Also, people get upset when I say things like if you are against British occupation of India, then you are against women’s rights and the rights of the working class. And while colonialism was tragic for some (mainly upper class men in the countries being colonized) it helped end slavery in Africa, which was started and perpetrated mainly by Africans and middle eastern Muslims. You cannot deny that evangelical Christianity ended slavery in western democracies and most of Africa/Middle East.

    Also, ask yourself things like is Hong Kong better under Chinese rule, or colonial rule by the British. Ironically, the British empire was more an accidental empire that they stumbled ass backwards into. They actually didn’t want to manage the colonies and preferred to just “find the ruler… trade with ruler… the end” but because of their advanced tech were often asked by those rulers to help take enemy tribes if they wanted To continue trade.


  • What’s crazy is I started “squaring up” on my spouse in the same way I would before fighting someone, I.e. standing upright, puffing out chest, flexing my lats out and staring down at her just for fun sometimes and I can tell in instant change in her body language where she gets turned on. I also started doing this with female friends randomly that I have no interest in, but just testing out how they respond. I would say like 70% of the time they end up touching you in some way, not sexually but like moving to my side and grabbing my arm and leaning into me. I’m surprised I don’t hear about this more. I think it’s a biological response.