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  • There’s been times when I thought I had completely planned out the book well before starting NaNo - and then it turned out that, as they say, “the difference between having strategy and tactics is that in the battlefield, strategy is the first thing that gets thrown out as unpractical”. Even if I think I have a daily plan for everything, some days I might sit down and write 2000+ words and sometimes do 200 and then go “eeh, my head is empty, what now?”. And then I’d feel really bad. The biggest skill at that point is to learn not to feel bad and instead just accept that sometimes you have to improvise.

    I’ve tried a lot of approaches through NaNos. Last year I had a very loosely sketched structure plan which worked okay, while letting me come up with ground-level details on the fly. I’ve sometimes done a lot more clearer plans too. Sometimes I just go “damn it, absolutely had no time to plan anything this year” and go completely wacky. This year it was something different, had ideas on setting and main character and the structure, and at practical level it worked pretty darn okay for generating more ideas for worldbuilding on the fly.



  • Friendly remember to do backups and keep your project stuff in sensible locations! I keep a lot of my projects in private Git repositories and I decided to do a list of my past NaNo projecs. I noticed that I didn’t have my first NaNo project (2010) anywhere at hand. Fortunately, just yesterday I found the git repository for that from the image of my old server. You know, exactly where I left it.

    Thanks for the leaderboard shoutouts for yesterday, btw!



  • Random European extrapolations: Uhh… the novel is about sadness and dark themes, but I’ve felt happy writing it. I’ve been happy getting some of the sadness and unwritten thoughts down to writing. It’s been very therapeutic. I’ve not felt completely stuck, at no point this year I’ve not felt like writing this was a chore to be dealt with. And I’ve not felt alone either, thank you, folks.

    Anyway, 50,242 words! I think this is a good place to call it done as far as the project checkpoint goes. As the project is part of an indie game project and I hope to get the design document to some kind of a presentable state by the end of the year, I will definitely be continuing the work on the manuscript very soon.














  • DREDGE is one of the greatest recent games that actually get Lovecraftian horror.

    You have the unnerving sense that, despite all of the minor assurances, the place you’re in is somehow wrong.

    And once you start fishin’, you see the major things are Down There. Maybe they have minions Up Here.

    And by the time you actually see some actual major real horrors, it’s already too late.

    (Me, I’m just happy the game added a Photographer who said, hey, you can always photograph turtles. Because I know in my heart turtles can’t be evil.)



  • Weird mental health admission thing:

    When I read a review of Space Hulk, I was low key traumatised by it showing the tactical display, with one of the screens showing static, with just a caption “he’s dead…”

    A few years later, I got a copy of the game, loved the “FOR THE EMPRAH!” sample, and I found the map view hilarious. Oh no, the genestealer is approaching! *dying noises* oh the guy just disappeared. Kinda took the edge off it.

    I should try playing the game again, but I hear it’s balls hard (Rory Fingers quote), and I think the CD-ROM is somewhere deep in the Pile.


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    3 months ago

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